rl&rojan's phenomenological existentialisms

Saturday, December 25, 2004

on this season...

a lot has happened since my last post... but i couldnt remember details, though... hehehe.... ill just start w/ my college classmate's wedding. Brian, one of my closest blockmates/friends in beda went to my place after work.... it was around 1am, i think... he let me know about our classmate's wedding, which would be taking place at about 8 hours after he left (not so last minute, eh???!!! hehehe)... the catch was that the wedding would be in batangas!!! hahaha... so we decided to meet up early(4-5 hours after he went to my place) and go to the said wedding... as usual, we were the latecomers!!! one of the things we have in common!!! hahaha!!! after the reception, we went to his place and had a drink(actually, cla lang...)... then we went home.... oh, i forgot the exact date!!!! o well... hehehe

last sunday, we went to visit my papa at manila memorial for his 40th day... then we went to megamall... on the way to mega, i had this "experience"... hehehe... no more details.... hahaha.... anyway, we ate and shopped... ubos pera ko!!! im really so impulsive!!! wen my mama na and sis were in national to buy some stuff my sis needed for her project, my bro's phone rang... it appeared as von.... was really surprised wen i answered... he told me that he was now at the airport... all the while i thought he would be back by january..... m glad that he's back.... : >

rjene, a high school friend of mine, created a new blog for me... its soooo cool...... hehehe... havent written anything on it yet though....

um, von, lenard, and i met up yesterday.... we bought some stuff and ate.... then lenard and i tripped and went w/ von up to quezon ave.... hehehe.... one of the main reasons was to see my billboard in guadalupe (they havent seen it pa kasi)....and we still didnt want to go home yet.... anyway, it took a while before von got his fx ride... then wen lenard and i were about to go up the mrt, the guard told us it was already closed!!! bad trip!!! hahaha... we had no choice but to take the bus... hehehe....

as i arrived home, i waited for noche buena... um, no, not noche buena, but the tym wen the the clock would strike at 12am.... after it striked, since we didnt prepare for noche buena, and i was soo sleepy, i went to bed instead(eventhouh i was hungry.... heheheh)..... then here i am writing this blog.... got nothing else to do... hehehe.....

Monday, December 20, 2004

on gays, public humiliation, and zuma

My parents and I (a.k.a. "my family") went to the ABS-CBN-sponsored fair along Commonwealth Avenue--- Paskong Pasiklab-- the other night. It was "very jologs" (ulk!) of us to go there to thinnk that we didn't have any kids with us (the usual reason that grown-ups use why they attend "kids' stuff" though the adults themselves tend to enjoy as much as, if not more than, the kids do...) but we enjoyed just the same.

We literally just walked around the place, stopping every now and then at booths where there were many spectators. There was, for instance, this booth called "Pasaway", where a gay was seated atop an improvised aquarium. When we arrived, a man was hitting the protruding lock, which secured the seat, with a ball provided in the booth (for a fee, of course!). Apparently, the objective of the "game" was to hit that lock to bring the unfortunate homosexual down the water-filled reservoir. The man from the audience was able to hit the lock once, and based on their reaction, the people (including my parents) seemed to have enjoyed the scene. I almost enjoyed it myself have I not felt "guilty" (???!!!!!!!!!!) for having to laugh at someone...

And then there was also this other booth (I forgot what it was called) where two persons -- a man and a gay -- were made to stand behind a flat wooden surface, with only their faces made visible to the audience. The people were supposed to throw water bags (oooppss!!!!!!!! couldn't think of a better term...), those like the ones being sold by households when they post "Ice 4 Sale" in front of their gates. Except that they weren't frozen. In that case, public humiliation would definitely not be the issue anymore!!!! And, (un)surprisingly, the gay was the "darling of the crowd". I could still hear the audience's laughter everytime a plastic of water landed on the homosexual's face.

Lastly, we had a face-to-face (well, almost...) with ZUMA (I already admitted how jologs of my parents and I were, to be there, right? hehehe). Not that different from the hero (or was he a villain??) of what used to be a popular tv series, he was just as bald though his physique was not as intimidating. He had about ten or more snakes with him inside an enclosed glass room including a ENERMOUS python and a cobra. He played with those reptiles as if they weren't scary at all and he even kissed one or two of the vipers. After the 5-minute show, I was thinking how the shivers had cost me no more than 20 php!!!!

On our way home, I heard my dad said, "Ang trabaho nga naman... magkapera lang."

-Rojan-

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no plans of writing anything... just yet.... but, just lyk wat happened, this was soooo unexpected.... hehehe... YAHOO!!! m soooooo HAPPEEEEEE!!!

Monday, December 13, 2004

stressed.... destressed...

the effect of all the abuses i was making w/ my body.... m SICK since yesterday!!! not so good!!! bad trip!!!

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despite of my sickness.... m HAPPY!!! m a lot better now..... : >

Sunday, December 12, 2004

!!!!

went to work last nyt for 11 hours(so draining!!!).... was supposed to ride the chopper.... after orienting ourselves and planned wat to do, we just got pissed off.... "some people" were tripping w/ the already-made decision.... they modified the "set passengers" on the last minute.... who wouldnt be pissed off, ryt??? anyway, we decided not to go anymore... we just went to greehills to look for thingies to buy.... and to cool our heads off..... then we all went home.... just had less than 2 hours of sleep, 'coz i had my derma in the afternoon... then slept after... after a very few hours again, i woke up.... undecided if would be goin out for gimik.... then, decided not to instead..... unfortunately also, we woouldnt be goin to galera for lenard's bday.... things came up.... haaaaay..... so stressed-out!!!

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oh, yesterday was my youngest bro's day..... didnt really celebrate.... was supposed to go out w/ my family but i was soo wore off..... so i passed, and let them go out for themselves instead.... ending..... they stayed home and just ordered for food.... hehehe.....

Friday, December 10, 2004

torn....

TORN!!!

to ride or not to ride the chopper today???!!! waaaaaa!!!!! more inclined to yes.....

to be absent or not to be absent on saturday???!!! waaaaaa!!!!! if yes to chopper, no.... if no to chopper, yes....

still..... TORN!!!


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la lang......haaaaay..... : >

Thursday, December 09, 2004

outlet....

had our xmas(hawaiian) party last sunday.... got up on time, but had only 3 hours of sleep, 'coz we took care of the venue after our shift and before going home.... totally haggard!!! hehehe.... had fun during the party.... i went there despite of the heavy downpour, and wore the best costume i could think of from the only available clothes i have... i came in wearing a white pair of shorts and an orange, unbuttoned hawaiian(flowery) top... meaning, pa-macho effect!!! hehehe... i also let my officemate made me a crown made of orchids.... hehehe... the programme went as dinner, games, intermission, raffles, party, and the exchanging of gifts.... i won the "face of the nyt" for the males....hehehe... funny 'coz i just went infront just to get my prize w/o knowing why i won... hehehe... and during the exhcange gifts, i didint know that my code name was being called for my gift..... hehehe... the reason behind was that i was so tipsy all throughout that party... as early as after dinner, i started drinking beer.... and as i was having this "trip" to trick my officemate into drinking more beer to get drunk.... in the long run, i was the one who ended up drunk.... hehehe.... after the party, we went to baywalk to continue the fun... but i was so tired and sleepy... so i didnt drink any alcohol that time.... after dining, we all went home....

nothing special about monday-wednesday.... um, after our shift this morning, to kill time, we dined out near our officemate's place... and then went to his place to check it out... we bum around not more than 10mins i guess, then went on our way.... since there was still no jeepney for me to ride on to, we returned to the place where we ate... sat and...... ate..... still..... hehehe.... after doing such, we parted ways to our own home sweet homes... hehehe....

but hey, as i always do when i arrive from work, i still went on line..... i checked my mails, but no SIGNIFICANT messages for me... as i always looking forward reading.... haaay.... but learned that i have some, but in a different channel....... couldnt find the justification...... not so disturbing, but only made me think the possible reason behind it.... no reason yet..... wat was, or IS, disturbing were the visual mementos i saw..... this was an issue before... but it shouldnt be raw.... should it be brought up now.... again....??? i dont know.... but am more inclined not to..... after all, it was settled not to be an issue.... did i mention the word anymore??? hmmm.... hehehe.... and .... that, indeed, generally, these thingies paint really a thousand words....hooo!!! im cool now.... just wanna express what i felt and thought.... :)

gawsh!!!!! was i sooo bold w/ this posting?!!!!! kebz!!!!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

me going senti...

i MISS.......... BIG time......... :(

Friday, December 03, 2004

what i'm starting to like about being single

When my boyfriend and I broke up just a few months ago, I was really upset.
But now, I'm starting to see the brighter side of being single -- that being "unattached" to anyone actually enhances my "availability" to other boys. And, only now that I have no boyfriend do I realize how many hotties there really are. haha.
Just like today. I came across another (see previous blog 'bout another encounter I've had) cutie. And, all I can as is : Omigosh!!!!
See??? Having no boyfriend is not a reason to cry after all. Of course, that mushy feeling called love is really something. But, that is, only if it is reciprocated. Otherwise, better say goodbye to whoever that person is and start enjoying being single!
-rojan-

Thursday, December 02, 2004

haggard...

for the past few days, i was so restless... last tuesday after shift, i went to the fort w/ my officemates to buy some thingies for the xmas party and ate late lunch... we also watched a movie then - national treasure... i got hom at around 8 pm, ans slept at around 930pm... got less sleep... next day, wednesday, we aslo went out after shift... we dined out and watched a alexander that time... i arrived home at around 7pm, and went to bed ar around 830pm... was so exhausted, the reason why i was absent today... i had this terrible headache... i think it was my sinus again......