a not-so-tiring day...

just got hom from the wake... my brother and i were the ones who stayed for the wake for the evening... was very sleepy coz i really lack sleep.... when my brother fell asleep, i was the only one left awake.... i was torn if id apporach my papa, coz until now(considering this was the 4th day of the wake, i havent seen my papa inside the coffin!)... was nervous and afraid... i thought of morbid things(silly me!)... i still ended up not seeing him........ anyway, as i saw somthing on my personal mails, a smile came across my face.... i felt happy........